Jar of Hearts

It's my last week in Medan. I feel nothing. I don't know what's gonna happen next. I'm so not ready. I guess they're right, I'm still relying so much on my parents. I can't live there ALONE, yeah I'm such a baby. I'm scared of dreaming because I'm scared of failing because I'm scared of falling because I'm scared of losing. I don't wanna disappoint my parents, at all. My hopes are to survive and be a NEW me.

xx,
denissahady